I’m in Texas if that helps any.

I’ve reached a point (a long time ago actually) to where I have to divorce my wife and pursue full custody of my boys 5 and 10 years old.

I’m not one of those guys that talks about how “crazy” his ex is/was.

I’ve sat back for many years watching my wife turn into a horrible monster.

She’s 100 % a severe narcissistic sociopath, I mean really bad.

I’ll skip over the horrible things she has done to me, I only care about my kids now.

She is physically/emotionally abusive , neglects them completely, is very dangerous around them.

I have documented like crazy, even recording her multiple multiple times going crazy on my kids , beating on them with fists, belts,etc , you can hear her screaming at them while they cry, you can hear the slaps and smacks and screams of my kids.

Saying horrible things to them, berating them, calling them names(pieces of shit, go fuck yourself,etc)

She is neglectful of them, nose constantly buried in her phone, screaming “WHAT!!!!!” If they dare come to her for anything (they come to me for everything).

Very dangerous with them especially my 5 year old.... leaving medication out and opened, boiling water unattended on the stove,etc.

I could go on and on for pages.

I am paralyzed with fear over not getting custody of them when we get divorced.

I can’t sleep at night and I think about this 24/7.

With the court system the way it is...... is there any hope???

Please any and all advice is desperately needed.