I made it here gentlemen. I moved to AL with my Navy buddy. We already got the garage decked out to a living space, his kids and woman love my beagle and he loves them(It already getting hard to call him back into the garage when its time for bed). Ive started a workout plan with another friend and will be hitting the gym. I feel great, free, released. Im still having days of depression, but its not has bad as it was being in the same city as my ex.

I want to say thank you to everyone who gave advice on here. I know we all are strangers on the internet, but all the words spoken really did set me in the right path of self healing. Thank you, i hope to talk to you guys more and good news instead of bad. Keep your heads up gentlemen