2 years ago my wife of many years cheated and dumped me viciously. Long distance cheating and getting pregnant locally.

A month ago she tried coming back cause she dumped the guy. I didn’t accept her since it’s not her first time cheating on me. But right after she went back to the guy again.

I should be better but I’m not. I cannot believe she would humiliate me by getting pregnant and cheating, leaving me, then after 2 years trying to come back and then when I ignored went back with the guy again. And then I guess she has other guys on her phone too?

My child with her is older and I have custody so it’s fine. But I’m so disheartened by it all.

I don’t understand why or how she’s done all of this.