Turns out my ex was going out with a new man before we divorced. Got pregnant months after, married again, and divorced again before she had the baby.

Mean while it took me a whole year to get over everything. I finally tried, and committed to a woman that made me feel like I couldn’t do anything right. One night she didn’t text me and my anxiety became extreme (my ex would frequently go dark, and then say she was done). I made the mistake of reaching out to someone I used to talk to. Just asked how she was doing. Nothing flirty or whatever. My girlfriend saw it and dumped me.

It feels awful. The anxiety is unbearable currently.