I need help fellas. I met a couple of girls the other day - nothing crazy just a great 29 year old girls and I feel crazy guilty because I am still leaving in the house with my STBEW. Is that normal? I feel super guilty!

Quick context 45 M, two kids: 21M and 12 F, married for 21 years, my STBEW had a year-and-a-half affair and said that she wanted to work on us. I spent two years trying to work things out to find out that she was still in love with the AP. I filed in March, and although I have a good set of friends, ALL of my friends are happily married and all of them have over 15 years of being married. I am pretty fit, I am an entrepreneur, doing well (actually too well for the f*ing divorce) in business, and live in Miami. There are PLENTY of gorgeous-looking girls. I've been in the desert for over 4 years. My relationship with my STBEW is toxic at best! She is crazy and I can't wait for this to be over. I shared my numbers with two gorgeous-looking girls and they all call me and want to hang out. It's pretty awesome! However, why do I still super guilty? Also, should I just wait for this to be over?