Just posting here to vent. It's been 6 months to my divorce, which I initiated. I couldn't forsee a future with my now ex-wife due to various reasons and long term direction and future goals. There was a lot of emotional instability, volatility and impatience on her end which drove me to my decision. That being said, I recently mistakenly glanced over her profile picture on my IG block list and saw her with a new picture. She looked like she was ready to date and dressed up to draw attention.

Despite everything, a part of me missed her and it threw me into a state of grief and pain. Partly because my own life isn't in the best place with a career transition and financial constraints. After sitting with my emotions and letting them flow, I don't hate her, in fact I do have a place for her in my heart but now as a memory with parts good and bad. I pray that things work out for both of us in whatever way they have to in the future and hold an open space in my heart for whatever that is yet to come my way. Not sure if this is the best place to post this but I don't think there's anywhere else that I can unload this.

Thank you for reading.