Hey, guys, I (32m) am having just grieving the end of my marriage, albeit it’s an amicable, and I keep wishing I could’ve been a better husband. I had done the best that I could as a person, spouse, and basically be a decent human being.

My soon-to-be ex spouse doesn’t blame me, but I blame me and I’ve spent nearly all of my adulthood married. It’s gonna be so uncomfortable without a wedding ring.

I feel so fucking numb and nostalgic, thinking of all the things I wanted to do and what could’ve been. I know it’s best, yet I’m stuck in the past and want out.

I can’t sleep at all atm.