How do you guys get through it? Im in the process of figuring out the paper work (courts been no help) but today it hit me like a rock. After 5 years being together, postpartum took its tole a little too hard and long story short im a "deadbeat", thats what she says everytime she's mad. I jumped jobs made her able to be a stay at home mother, helping her achieve a bachelor's (both were what she told me she wanted) and helping out with the kiddo while I work 12's. I tell others the situation and they say they would've been long gone by now. But man 4 years were so great, loml, but this last one since having our kid has been hell for me and I cant take it but I don't want it to end. My trust for her is shot, im constantly told everything I do wrong, im not a good husband, or father, my first fathersday I wasn't able to spend with my son(she still doesnt care about that). Maybe I just need to ramble on here but the actuality of this situation is like a building on my chest. Hopefully I get to see my kid, I missed out on 2 months of their life from joining the railroad to pay the bills but how do you guys get through this? It feels like im drowning in quick sand and idk if i can handle it.