Today is one of those days when one feels like crap. This weekend would have been my 4th marriage anniversary. I have always thought divorce was neccesary for both, mistake after mistake were made on btoh ends, i couldnt read thru her bpd, i played her game, fucked up quite a bit, and then the custody/visitation proceedings started. She kept me 3 months away from my daugthers, it was hell. Now, 2 years after divorce, i see my daugthers 4x a week, the oldest one is starting to ask questions, and the youngest is coming up to the terrible twos. Sometimes there’s fighting between them, i try to always be a step ahead so they dont fight, i cook for them, we watch movies, i read them stories, we paint, we go out for ice cream and i have never missed a visit. But today, its one of those days were the heavy load takes a toll, my oldest daughter obviously loves her mom and her relatives on her side, the thing is, they have all tried to make my life hell, seriously, they are trying to get me in jail, they have made false accusations on me (drugs, violence,threaths, stalking), all to have me separated from my girls. I am their enemy, but i only defend myself legally. Theres no contact with the exwife beyond yes/no answers at pickup/dropoff. Backstory, my ex MiL divorced my ExFiL because she cheated on him, took the family bussiness and kicked the old man to the curb with little assets of a 20 year old succesfull family bussiness. My exwife hired the same lawyer her mom did 20 years ago, when she divorced her husband and married the guy she cheated on him, who was an employee of the family bussiness. This man is living under the same roof my exwife, daugthers and exMiL does. I hate the fact my girls love that man and their grandmother that much, they dont know the efforts they have gone to do me wrong, i know i should just live my life and mind my own bussiness, but man it hurts to see them all happy getting the love i wish i had access to. It burns, slowly, i cant wait for my girls to be of age so they can know the thruth of all, i will have proof of them lying to get me in jail, and i will show it to them ….