New dream job coming up. Moving closer to family. It’s always the days when you have a keen sense of something that’s been lost that the sun shines the brightest. All these good things happening and I can’t help but thinking if I was someone else I might actually be happy. I miss my wife more than I can fathom. Not a lot I wouldn’t give to spend just one more day with her. I wish I would have gone on the walk, gone on the date, watched whatever fucking show it was she wanted to watch, skipped the gym to spend time with her. And now I can’t. It’s going to all be okay though.