30 M. Separated a few months ago with the divorce just filed. Unborn child due in a couple of months. STBXW moved states away.

I’ve tried going to family for comfort but they don’t seem to be interested in being too supportive. They know what I’m going through, they can clearly see that I’m grieving, but there’s very little care to sit with me and provide any real sort of comfort. As I type this sitting on the bathroom floor while they laugh and jeer in the living room (as they should because of the holidays). I’m totally unseen.

I don’t want my life to stay like this. I’ll pick myself up and try to rejoin them eventually. But despite my being out of it all they want to do is talk around me about NBA basketball. I should’ve stayed home.

Is this what the lowest low feels like? Does it get worse than this??