Good morning gentlemen,

As I sit at my computer to start my lazy Saturday. The anxiety of what's to come a little later is immeasurable. My wife will be officially out of the house today with all of her possessions and 2 of our 3 dogs. It's hard to describe the feeling I have but it sways from excitement to relief and to finally grief. This is far from over once she's out of the house but it's a huge step towards the end. Part of me doesn't want this to be happening, all the good times we had, wonderful memories, the feeling of being loved, appreciated, someone you care deeply about to come home to. Will after today won't have that feeling. I know it's the right thing to be doing after my previous posts in this sub have pointed out. But I can't help but feel heartbroken. The betrayal, the lies, the deceit, have all taken their toles on my body, spirit, and mind. So this day was a long time coming and will be in a sense my day of rebirth. I have no idea what the future holds for me but one of the best responses I have heard was "who cares, it wont involve or revolve around her!" So with all that being said, here's to new beginnings.