Quick rant, I know what I need to do and who I need to become but the beginning of this shit is hard. It’s been about 4 weeks since my wife hit me with the divorce notice, 3 days later I come home and she is sleeping with her best friends brother who I’ve had a bad feeling about since we all met a few months ago. I haven’t been able to eat, work has been hard to make it through, my life has literally fallen apart in front of my eyes. Down 22 pounds since this started. We were amicable with the kids for the last two weeks before a big blow up between us, she filed a PFA against me on Monday and I haven’t been in contact with her or able to see my kids all week. My daughter turned 3 today and not being able to be with her was one of the worst days of my life. Court is on Monday and my lawyer doesn’t seem to worried but I’m still super nervous. All I want to do is get back to my kids, this has been the longest most painful week of my life.