27 years old, my soon to be ex wife and I had been together for 5 years, married for 2. We have two children together ages 3 and 1. I’m currently sleeping in the basement of our owned home while I find somewhere else to live. My parents live 2.5 hours away in a much bigger city than we live now. I’m torn between staying nearby and being able to see my kids throughout the week and every other weekend would be mine or moving back near my parents where I would only be guaranteed Thursday through Sunday. This has been really hard on me because I’m still in love with her but she’s so mentally moved on from me it’s like I hardly know her. All I want to do is be far away from her so I can try to get over her, but my kids are my world the thought of not seeing them everyday makes me sick to my stomach. I still wake up every day and hope this was just a nightmare.