Do you know how I got out of redpill ? It was by realising that if any of what redpill says is true, then I would have to burn the entirety of the universe to the ground.

I no longer concern myself with the question of ,,What if it´s true." My only question is ,,How to disprove it." because... it simply can´t be true, if it was then I would... I would destroy the entirety of the world. I would clone my own version of women, ones which would still be capable of morality.

And do you know why ? Because I admire women. I always considered them pure and graceful.
These guys are ruining their self-esteem because they can´t live up to their standards. Do you think women are incapable of feeling guilt ? For not being able to be attracted to "good" men ? I Love everything about women, even their hypergamy. I would not resent them for anything. I would fight and suffer for them. I would hide my true feelings for them just so they could feel safe and with no pressure. But I don´t think that is necessary, I can be strong without hiding my feelings.
Women are no gods but I would as hell off a god for them. The idea that these pure beings have to live in disappointment that all the good men can´t deal with their feelings, is breaking my heart.

I believe in romance and True Love, real fullfillment, True Happiness. I already felt True happiness, all that´s left is only True Love. I am so excited for it ! Because I will not settle for anything else ! And I will never stop trying to get it.

But these redpillers... these son´s of btches are making it difficult for everyone, including women. Because they make women feel like their feelings are unwanted. Like their feelings are immoral. THEY MAKE THEM FEEL EXACTLY HOW THEY MAKE ME FEEL. THEY ARE HARMING EVERYONE, DON´T YOU SEE ? THIS IS NOT MEN VS WOMEN, THIS IS REDPILL VS HUMANITY. That´s what I believe.

People say ,,Women indeed do find majority of men unattractive." well look at yourself. Do you have muscles ? Are you masculine in any way that´s visible ? Aside from liking videogames ? Maybe women find majority of men unattractive because they are unattractive. Because developing masculinity isn´t encouraged in this society.
And all redpillers are doing is trying way too hard to get women without actually becoming men or aquiring any actual good qualities.
,,Women never change their mind about who they wanna date. Once a friend, always a friend." maybe that´s because You never change. Ever thought of that ? When was the last time you grew as a person ? As a man ?
Maybe I am making all this crap up, maybe it´s all hopeless but... coming in terms with redpill ? What will that help ? And improving and growing as a person ? Even if you won´t get a girlfriend, why not do it anyway ? Instead of crying along side of these whiny alpha males... I am sorry for acting like a duche, I am just so angry.

I believe that dating shouldn´t be about competetion but about compatibility. Because competetion has loosers. And none, not men, not women, like the idea of having loosers. Because loosers cause chaos. All women can do is close their hearts to it, because they can´t see the true potential EVERY man has in them. Because they never demonstrated it. That´s what I believe.

I just want to make one thing clear, I hate redpill... and the feeling of hating it fills me with a sense of Purpose and Fullfillment, because to eliminate redpill means to save True Love.

I am sorry, I am just so running out of patience, I just had to vent. This anger and Love is just building up, I can´t stand it anymore, it´s driving me insane.

Am I just delusional ? Because if so, I am very well staying delusional. Cause if redpill is the truth, then the truth is pointless.