I feel so done with trying to pursue women and trying to pursue a social circle and my goals. I don’t have a single person in my life who I really feel “close with”. I call my ex girlfriend who cheated on me multiple times while we were together and who is at her exes place. I am sitting in a fucking Uber with my fiend and his friend making out with two girls and I am just sitting in the front like a fucking cuck. We are on vacation together and he is ina frat and al the fucking people we have met up with from his Greek life circle have refused to even learn my name or conversate just because I am not in their fake ass clique. I literally am eaten up with anxiety because I did not rush a frat and I genuinely feel like such a pathetic and unapproachable lose. I literally approached like at least every girl that was at the club we were at and everyone single one refused to dance or even look at me. I fucjing hate how women never go through this (don’t even tell me they do unless you are a literal land whale who never takes care of herself u will never experience the isolation a man feels). I am considered good looking despite being short (I get compliments on my eyes all the time) and I consider myself genuinely approachable but just because I’m not a frat douche and literally no women at my age want anything to do with me. Women are the most hypocritical pieces of shit and even the supposed “”””nice””””” ones will always be attracted to douche bags and dudes who flex their shir. I missed out on having wild nake outs and having a young relationship. Don’t try to tell me that focusing on hobbies and shir like that, we are literally told that our only worth as men is the women we have gotten with and don’t bullshit me because women are always aware of stuff like this. I genuinely feel like women aren’t even horny and attracted to men unless they are absolute chads, men love so many types of women yet it seems like women just only very rigid and certain types. Yes sure u can see random relationships of all sizes but honeslty I think these people have normal upbringings and just know how to fucking talk to people and have social circles that they have been with for a while. I have made no friends in college and only rely on my fake high school frat friends to take me places. I don’t know what to do anymore, after I am home I genuinely want to just isolate myself from society and people.