I’ve realized that the reason I used to be so into red pill stuff was because i had low self esteem because girls in high school weren’t paying attention to me at all and all the “whorish” stuff that they were doing (aka just having fun in high school) I was mad they weren’t doing it with me. I wasn’t actually mad that they were doing it. Realizing that their actions don’t correlate with my self worth has helped a lot.