Due to my failure with girls in general, I've always looked for explanations and ways to solve this problem, and since coming to redpill content, I've learned that there are men who stand out called "alphas" and those who were the most rejected "betas". ", so it all made sense to me, it's as if I had understood the real problem, which was the fact that I had almost all the characteristics mentioned in these so-called beta contents. I learned that in order to stand out I have to be detached, indifferent, be an asshole sometimes and have a lot of girl options and be socially outstanding, because in theory that's what the female nature wants, and I faithfully believed that and that explains all my failure with girls I've already fallen in love with. Well, after countless attempts to shape my personality, frustrations, anxiety attacks and loneliness, I came to a hard moment of reflection about my life and who I really am, I always tried to shape as much as possible a personality that I went through. not knowing who I really am. I've come to the conclusion that I'm not that, I don't care about being called a beta anymore. I can't be cold, indifferent, take time to answer, disdain people, I can't be like that. I can't be a "cool" and high status guy, I'm an introvert and I don't want to hide anymore that I like games, heroes, anime, books and other nerdy things for being seen as a lower beta or being seen as child for being over 20 years old. The big thing is that even if I get a girl trying to be "alpha", I don't want to attract someone like that anymore. I don't want to have a person by my side who is attracted to the opposite of who I really am. I quit redpill and I feel free to really be who I am without fear, either I attract someone into my life like me and like me the real way I am or I'm alone for the rest of my life and that's ok. I don't care to be called "beta" or whatever anymore.