Guys it’s going to break my heart to leave the pet but he refuses to give him to me. I hate his guts, yuck! I spent so much time doing stuff for these pets and him and he didn’t even do anything to show me any appreciation. No dates, no gifts, nothing. But yet he’ll go all out for the randoms he finds on these hook up sites and it infuriates me. I walk away with nothing. Not even appreciation. I really need to get him out of my life for good. As much as I hate him why am I hoping he’ll suddenly see the light and do better when I block him? Why am I like this? In desperate need of support to keep this loser kicked to the curb. I’m doing these things because I know in my brain it’s not right for me to put up with this but my heart doesn’t believe it and I don’t feel strong enough on my own.