It was the best choice. No doubt. But I know he's hurting, I know he was surprised and I'm not a robot, I can't just turn off my affection for him 100% in one day. His reactions to me dumping him have confirmed the decision, but I still feel shitty. I still feel mean. I still feel a little bit wrong.

Help!

Edited to say:

I appreciate all the advice I've received here, I still feel low but it's getting better.

Thank you FDS - y'all helped me see through the bullshit so much faster than I would have on my own.