This post was inspired by another I saw here today. So I'll be speaking about how porn has possibly screwed over my cousins. I'll be changing their names for privacy reasons.

So the second oldest boy, let's call him Jeff was introduced to porn by a friend. He visits with his sister (let's call her Cheyenne) and to see my other cousins, let's call these two Mary and Kaitlyn. One night he SHOWS his sister, Mary, and Kaitlyn porn. This apparently has been going on for a while, they would gather in the back of the gaming room and watch it together.

Once my aunt and uncle found out only Mary got a whooping (of course the oldest girl does when it was the boy who showed them 🙄). But the damaged was done. Jeff is a pervert now and my mom believes he's going to be a pedophile when he grows up. Back in 2015 I used babysit my cousins for the summer while my aunt and uncle would either go to work or just when they needed a break from the kids.

Tell me why one day I was upstairs watching tv while the kids were downstairs watching tv, I come down stairs to see Jeff spanking Kaitlyn. Kaitlyn was OVER HIS KNEE and he was spanking her. Kaitlyn has always done some questionable things and after finding fds I need to do some digging to make sure she wasn't sexually assaulted.

Before this even happened Kaitlyn would twerk, try to get us to look at her while she was naked, she pretended to pole dance with a broom, and sometimes she would try bounce on my brothers leg (he would push her off and tell her that's not appropriate). She's very touchy feely, especially with me.

But back to Jeff. He's also done some other creepy things like saying he saw what my little brothers underwear looked like (he's not allowed to be alone with him anymore) and he's done inappropriate things to me. He would grabbed my breast and yell "titties!", Kept slapping my butt, and tickling me even though I told him to stop.

I'm really worried for Cheyenne, she's very quiet but she becomes VERY violent if you cross her. One time Jeff went to ask for the headset to a VR system and she punched him in the throat. That reaction was always odd to me and I've never seen her hit anyone else like that. When she's with my or my older brother she's usually quiet still but happy and enjoys being around us. When she's with her brother or our other cousins she gets into fights more and ends up crying a lot.

Mary has some concerning behaviors as well and her mother is no help. Last year she was sent to her home state because she was sending lewd photos to boys. Sometimes I overheard her talking about sexual innuendos to her friends online. I'm not sure how normal this is because she's at the age where it's normal to like boys. But it's not normal to send them lewds.

I feel for her because her mother never got to the bottom of the problem. She just shunned her and then sent her away. It's sad because I want to tell her I was in her exact shoes once and you don't need to give your body away for male validation. But I can't tell her because I'm not even supposed to know about this situation.

What can I do I protect my cousins? Jeff and Cheyenne only visit my state every summer. I'm disappointed in their mother for not watching over her children. She would bring home different men and have sex with them with the door open. I was told that's also how Jeff found out about porn , he looked up what he saw ☹️