Hello, so far my life going mgtow has been alright. In terms of problems I really don't have any. I eat healthy, work out, I am perusing a valuable career and have a tight nit group of friends I hang out with often. Most of the time, I don't have time to think about girls. Except at night, when I am trying to relax. I feel so alone I almost want to cry. I want to feel someone next to me, someone to cuddle with, someone to kiss and be intimate with, someone to get close to. But I only get this feeling at night. During the day I have no motivation to go after modern women, fuck that completely.

You might think, ok, so what? Just go to sleep. Thats the problem, I am beating myself up when I am trying to sleep, calling myself subhuman and a loser that I toss and turn for hours before I go to sleep. I lose so much sleep thinking this way and it seems I can never find happiness when it gets dark and i'm alone with my thoughts. I've tried getting a new bed, new pillows, new sheets, turning off all electronics, reading, not eating sugar or caffeine before bed, none of it works. No matter how tired I am I still beat myself up.

Anyone know how to fix this?