Now, I'm in the same boat as most of the gentlemen here. Lived in the bluepilled fantasy, got burned and then discovered TRP. Worked at a bar, and I knew and understood TRP before I even knew what it was. Female nature made sense and it just pained Me to know the truth.

Coming from a Indian household, having a wife and a family is a huge thing. TRP is a blessing but at the same time a curse in disguise. Because all the plans you had prior to it, was never worth it. Basically, it's impossible in today's world to find a unicorn. They just don't exist. Women either love you for the emotions you entertain them with, or the materialistic things you provide them. Other than that? Nothing. They're waiting at the finish line for a man who has it "all" while they can leave you within a flash if you lost all that, for any of the thousands of guys who are pursuing her. (Because they just have so many options.)

So, what's the point even? When I'm positive, I'm always thinking about My goals and the things I want to do in life because I'm so ambitious. But then I'm like, then what? Even if I get everything, will I truly be happy? Nope. Because all this materialistic things that I was chasing was all cope. And then I just crash.

Because to get any women you have to be fake. All this game and all works, but it's fake. Whether it's ignoring them, or remaining stoic and not opening up, or using game or anything, the point is it's all fake. You can never be yourself with a women. You have to play all these games and entertain them like a clown to get something which got ran through more times than the Holland tunnel. And, most simply don't even offer an intellectual conversation and decent companionship.

When I think all this, I'm like why do I even want to work hard and get somewhere? Even if I do, then what? Deep down, I'll always think I wish I found some unicorn that would be a good wife and loves Me for Me. But that won't happen in today's clown world. So, what keeps you going gentlemen?