Maybe I’m beta... Maybe I’m just tired... Maybe... Just for a moment I see that literally I have an upset wife at least 3 out of every 5 days of the week... Maybe I just don’t care anymore... All I know is I love my children... I see my mistakes... Constantly.... I DEER constantly... Fuck... God damnit... I literally have to not love her... It’s so fucked... God damnit, it’s so fucked... This is so fucked...