I did it, walkt to the centre and askt for help

I like myself for this

The autism centre i said in my last post. I did it. I was nervous. And really hot cuz it was a heat warning. But I push through it because I had to.

The lady was very nice. I was worryt she wouldn’t be. Especially cuz I was gross dirty. I was expecting her to kick me out. But she was nice. Really nice to me. And she said she’ll help me. She didn’t discriminate . Don’t want to go into how she help me now . Just happy. Waiting for her to msg me update probably tomorrow.

Im still nervous about it. But I’m happier I don’t remember if I said last post that the new mental health (they lump with autism) centre they transfer me to is 4.5 stars a lot higher than where I came from hopeful. (This centre & autism 1 i walkt to are different)

When I’m pushing through something hard I think of my father and the army. And the weird admiration I had as a child.

My. Family don’t know I did this. Keeping it secret because they’ll try to sabotage my help or punish me. Im glad I’m there for me. I want to protect him as long as possible