I am 1. On disability now, so I have some money / some freedom from my family 2. Have an OT now 3. Social workers coming every day to help me live
3 will help me every morning with many stuff I struggle with like getting dressed, washing myself, brushing teeth, shaving, taking care of my adopted bunny daughter, make food for me (they said they’ll make food that I can eat even when they’re gone), put sunscreen & bugspray on so I can go outside more
Then they take me out to do things I like that I don’t get to do often like exploring abandoned buildings* (She got excited when I said this because she likes abandoned buildings too), bushwhacking*, see ducks (I love 🦆), she also said they’ll help me start my own garden (I take care of my grandpas old one now) & help me get groceries. * these are my favourite hobbies but before this i rarely got to do them & when I did i had to do it with my sister who molested me because I can’t do it in my own so it was tainted joy pushing back alot, now I don’t have to worry about this I will have nice people who can go with me!!!!!!!!!
I’m going to have a life soon :D
And then I can leave the internet, I’m really happy and excited, I hope this will be the second - third last update before I can go, where everything is happy & better now & I’ll have escaped my family living in a group home with nice people. But until then , #3 is massive difference in my life that’ll help a lot & make living until I escape bearable
I didn’t think I’d make it here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought I was doomed. I should be dead but I made it through!! To live to this. Incredible!!!! I am happy and I hope you are too