How did you know you have a connection with someone? How do you know that you feel love? That you love him? What it takes to a man to show you that he has feelings for you? That he wants you sexually (and said it all the time) and also being good, kind, caring, show affection with words everyday, understanding, passionate means that we could ever have a relationship? Are we in a relationship? We live in different countries. But chat every single day and so phone calls when it's posible

Months ago I felt that I have feelings for this man but I don't know his side of this story. At the beginning i was behaving childish like always do but he has such an assertiveness in communicating and solved our problems that I realized that I could trust him, or open my heart and tell my feelings in the moment.. I have tried to leave him many times, because of the yellow flags, I don't know his friends or he doesn't have social media or he's available only in one particular moment of the day, or that weekends he's off, like he's don't text at all.. many times I try to leave him. But my feelings get in between. I feel that I missed him and my heart refuses the idea of leave him.

What should I do? What is this thing we have? I deceiving myself in believing we could ever end up together? Is this something casual?

Any thoughts or suggestions or texts will be highly appreciated. Thank you for reading me. I really need to share this with a community of understanding people. Thank you all 🙏

I am in a place in my life where it happens to you get to lost