Life doesn't always turn out how you want it to. Sometimes you're at a fork in the road where everything depends on one thing. Maybe you fucked up and your life progress comes to a complete halt. That path you were heading with such traction is now blocked by a huge locked door.

When you fail to reach one of your goals and defeat washes over your life, like dark clouds before a stormy night. Routines and decisions will pull you out. You might feel like somebody has wronged you, maybe somebody did. But thinking about such tings will do you no good in life. Having a internal frame of referance will make it easier to decide what steps you're gonna take next. What's important now is to make sure your personal fundament is in order.

  • Your daily routines. are you still exercising?
  • Your house/room/apartment. are things clean and tidy?
  • personal grooming, now that you've lost your purpose, did you let yourself go?

Then, time will do the rest. Emotions will wash over you in waves, and you'll feel defeated. Maybe you'll feel that all was for nothing that you are a loser. Don't worry, It will pass.

And when it has passed, you shall rise again. Stronger.

You'll learn from all your mistakes and wield the new experience you've earned as a weapon.

You'll regain your determination and reenter that vast battleground that is life, and finally,

You'll find new goals, make plans, and get back on your path.