I have been shy as fuck my entire life. So stuck in my head that even hanging out with good friends seemed more like work than a good time. After my divorce, and move to a new town immediately after...shit got tough. Then I found TRP, and have been working my ass off for months now. I aint where I want to be yet, but here is some notable progress thanks to you guys. I hope this helps someone else out!

I read on here one day that not only should I be focused on gaming women...but gaming fucking everybody that crosses my path. So I started to try it out. Gas station, gym, grocery store, etc. Anyone and everyone. My only goal is to make people smile. Not even focused on getting laid at all.

So in doing this, making people smile--I have realized that I smile alot more, and laugh alot more. Its not fake...just have become so used to pushing out positive energy (or whatever you want to call it) that it is becoming (SLOW but sure) my natural state.

Anyway, out of one of the many people I have come to meet and get to know, one dude at the gym invites me out to this fucking yacht party going on in the city. Underground rappers put it on as a concert. I was actually nervous about it. Going out with this dude who I just met, with his girl and other friends whom I have never met. It was scary! But, at this point im pretty well confident in my social skills in making friends, so I knew I could at least handle it.

Anyway, I want to keep this somewhat short, but this party was the shit. Beautiful women everywhere. I must have made out with 5-6 of them. Didn't ask for any numbers because I didn't want them. At this point, I found myself wanting to fuck a girl right then and there--i was horny as fuck.

Normally, this is something I have learned to repress. But, thanks to TRP, I have really been making a concious effort to be comfortable with my own sexuality. As corny as that shit sounds--it really has been a road block for me for a long time.

So one of the girls I was talking to was this HB8 20 year old college chick. Shes got a 3.89 gpa and is going to be a lawyer. My nice guy wanted to come out bad. But I kept thinking about the shit I have learned here and wanted to put it to the test.

So, mid conversation, I put my hand around the back of her head and pull her in for the kiss. We start making out at the bar area. I start getting bored making out with her--so I know she is too. So I just start fingering her. Right there in the middle if the party. Nobody else gave a shit (I was looking around here and there, this was a bit of a personal experiment anyway) and she was loving it.

Then I really see how far I can take this RP stuff. I stop everything and take her hand and lead her straight to the boat's bathroom. We go into this cramped ass stall and I push her head down for her to give me a BJ. Fuck, it actually worked. Then I stand her back up, pull her clothes off and fuck her like a toy.

Crowded bathroom in a yacht, and here I am the shy dude, fucking this hot overacheiving college chick....damn.

I sincerely don't write this to brag. That is in no way my intention. I write this in hopes that this will help somebody else struggling with social skills and masculine sexuality as I have been for most of my life. Little by little, day by day I have been pushing myself. The things TRP talks about is acheivable by anyone willing to do the work. This is the first time I actually realized it in myself. From gaming a guy in a gym, to gaming the hot sluts on a fucking party yacht. And It actually starts to get fun!!! It has been months of hard work though. And I still aint there yet. Now on to working up the balls to approach girls during the day. That still makes me want to piss my pants.