Some details first, male 23 haven't kissed a girl since I was 16 and just started doing approaches in night clubs.

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So I started lifting a few months back, got a good haircut and stopped being a pussy. I started working a job which required me to be social as well. I was home alone each day for 5/7 days per week before that. I was completely out of the social zone, deteriorating by the day in social skills.

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So I got shit in order and this Thursday it finally payed off. I worked the morning, getting in the social zone, making small talk etc and getting in a flow.

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In the evening I held onto this flow when I went to a friend to hangout and go to a party nearby. I went there and his roommate asked us if we wanted to join him. Boom this gave me another chance to socialize with new people. I used to be a social fucking wreck when I met new people, but I was in the right flow, had the red pill mindset and stop giving a shit. I was instantly accepted in the social circle, it is something I just saw in their eyes. It was a fulfilling feeling.

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Skip the rest of the evening and on to the party. I was having a blast with 3 friends and everything was cool and all. But at this point I got tired from being up all day, having worked etc so I was feeling a bit down. I wanted to approach but anxiety came back. I said to myself: Alright give yourself a break, but you will approach someone this evening. I completely accepted myself and didn't beat myself up or anything. Pure self-acceptance. So later in the evening I did an approach, but didn't really feel the click, she didn't add value.

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The next thing that happened was crazy. I was just back to being completely unrestrained and having fun and out of nowhere this 6/10 just launches herself at me and next thing I know we were kissing and she was horny as hell. Why did she chose me? Did I radiate this vibe that just attracts people?

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My game is still pretty shit so escalating was still an issue and I knew this and after 10 minutes the sexual energy dwindled and I ditched her so I kept my honor and I didn't care about closing it there and then. I went back to my friends feeling pretty fucking good. I danced on for a bit and I kid you not another fucking girl was launched at me by her wingman girlfriend. This girl was a solid 7.5, we instantly made out and I managed to isolate her to another part of the club. I must say that this is not going to end where you think, but I made small talk, teased and tried to escalate but I saw what I did wrong. I wasn't polarizing enough and turned a bit to friendly which made her lose the sexual interest. It is a deep ingrained mindset which can only be broken by practice.

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I feel thankful for the red pill coming into my life. The complete outcome independence and self accepting mindset made me feel like an actual man, not a beta, equality for both genders blabla bullshit. Thank you red pill. I will not post here again until I lose my virginity.