So I haven't been updating for a while and there is a reason why. More like a lot of reasons. One of them is that I just got burnt out with the negativity of this sub.

I really appreciate the support that I got from making these FR. A lot of people enjoyed them and it helped them inspired them to take actions. However there were others that spurt out advice that weren't practical. Trolls that's what they were. They think all this seduction is simple. It's not. I've been avoiding TRP and to be honest I've been more positive.

This place reeks of negativity(that's the internet for you). The sidebar is all that matters if you're starting out. Aside from some good post from other users, I don't recommend being on TRP a lot. It's simple; lift, career, hobbies and work on game, that's it.

I have a bunch of stories. I still haven't gotten laid. I got close a few times but I got slapped by LMR. It's not just that, it's because I don't take action and my state of mind(depression, anxiety) overcomes me. For me I need to control my emotions and my state. There have been times that I cancelled on girls because mentally I feel like I've been hit by a car. I don't have the motivation and feel like the date is not going to lead to anything. I realized it's my mind and emotions that holds me back from everything.

There was this girl I met at a store and I got her number. I decided to hit her up for coffee, she came and I realized I wasn't attracted to her. She's fat, I don't like fat girls. When I got her number for some reason she looked okay but when she came out and wore a dress it was revolting. We were walking outside and she couldn't keep up with my normal walking pace. She had to sit and rest a few times which made me laugh in the inside.

I was being a dick to her. It felt weird giving her cold shoulder, teasing her, not giving her attention yet it turned her on even more. At the coffee shop I would look at her eyes, give her a smirk and she would blush and tell me not to look at her that way. Later she tells me why I'm not looking at her anymore. Well, bitch, it's because you're fat.

She wanted to have sex, she asked me to come over but I said no. I'm not attracted to her at all. I was sitting with her and saw so many hot girls. I parted ways with her and sent her a text the next day to be friends. I wanted to ghost her out like all these women done to me but I knew how that felt, its sucks getting ghosted.

There are other stories but that will be for another time. I'm trying to get into MONK MODE, lean bulk, save money, learn new things and be a better person.