TL;DR: I cheated, but it led me to become red pill and I wouldn’t trade the experience for anything

First year of college last year, got involved with a girl. I could’ve done better, but I was blue pilled, and inexperienced in the dating world due to a lack of getting out often. And ironically, I was better than this person, but I was so beta there were times I was driving even her away, but I was good enough to keep her around. We never even had sex after a month of “being official” and 2 of dating, although it was religious reasons.

Looking back on it, I’m embarrassed, and rightly so, for being what I was.

But anyway, being in my first real relationship gave me some confidence and swag. So one night I got really drunk and went out with some friends. And I grinded on an attractive girl, and brought her back. Told my girlfriend the next week and we broke up.

At the time I was devastated. How could I do this horrible thing, I thought. It messed with my head for months, guilt, awkwardness, etc.

Shortly after, I became acquainted with TRP by chance. It was time to stop the pity party and get back at it. I lifted religiously. I went out. I made out with dozens of chicks, brought a handful back.

A year passes and here I am. I feel I can get anyone I want. My ex has been crawling over me way more than she ever did while we were together as I increased my SMV.

But now I see. Dating, fucking, whatever etc, isn’t the endgame.

The end game is being the best fucking man you can be and everything, especially the women, will follow. No more pity parties. No more being a bitch. Lift, look good, feel good.

And most importantly, no looking back

You’re a man. It’s your fucking world