I still consider myself pretty new to the RP community, but have long passed my anger and resentment stage, I've even passed my "so what now" stage, and currently find myself in the joys of plate spinning stage.

I've been working my ass off literally trying to slim down as much as I can, while still lifting, and bettering myself in all aspects. All of which I'm doing for me, and not for women. However I did decide to take out my new attitude and body for a spin to the online marketplace.

My roommate is just laughing at me when I show him my phone after we saw a movie with my screen filled with messages from women. Many of which are unsolicited messages. I am having incredible fun setting up dates, teasing women in messages, and even not giving a crap asking women out in person when I used to have overthought it left and right. Once in a while i do something Blue Pill, and scare a woman off, but in the end it doesn't mean crap to me because I have 5-6 other potential women at various stages of contact. THIS is the life I wished I could have tried to cultivate in my 20s, but I guess being 30 I'll just have to enjoy it form here.

Thank you to this community for existing, and helping to show me that things can be so much better.