I had one of those moments today that are interesting now that I've been red pill aware for a year. It's interesting to compare my reaction to the one I would have had a year ago as a blue pill beta.

I was walking with a couple female coworkers, who I consider good 'work friends'. So we are walking and talking and then I sort of step outside the conversation and see it for what it is. I ask questions, listen attentively and then respond with follow ups and what not. I noticed though that it's not reciprocated. At one point one of the girls asks me about something going on in my life. I start to explain and she literally turns to her friend as I am explaining something mid sentence and starts talking about something going on with her. "Wow", I thought and kind of chuckled. My reaction now is to laugh and recognize these red pill moments.

See, this is why we can't actually be friends. They don't really care about my life or what I'm saying. They are too solipsistic for that. Blue pill me would have been hurt, but red pill me laughs and thinks, "yep, that's about right". Anybody else have these little moments?