I can admit, i am emotional and sometimes i look for problems. But every man i've dated has always left me and ive fought to hold on, which pushed him away even more. Eventually the man always comes back to me and tells me i was a great women and that i will make someone really happy one day. Its like after they break my heart they always come back and tell me this. Anyway. I was just recently broken up with, it was a man ive known 11 years before he dated me and i had some insecurities trusting the situation but he did commit and try. He said i dont know how to be happy, but i really just wanted him to be accountable for things he did that hurt me and it caused alot of conflict. he said i cause alot of issues trying to force accountability out of people...and maybe thats true. He broke up with me and said i need to love myself and grow....but ive done the work. i dont ask for much, but for example: We were long distance and i asked why he didnt share our dates and stuff on social media, but he shared the rest of his life. He told me he doesnt want to share his relationship, but he had done that for other women he dated...he made it seem like i was wrong for asking that question. when i just didnt want to feel hidden. even though social media doesnt really matter...i dont think me asking a question that came from a place of insecurity required an argument.

do i sound broken? or do i just go for the wrong men?