As the title say, she wrote me a letter after a week she broke up with me and I went no contact. She dumped me because she wanted a ride on the CC or just brach swing.

There are some points on the letter, and I'm gonna quote a few ones:

  • I don't believe in relationships wich last forever, I don't think in be with a single person and not with another ones, it's so old school.

  • Sometimes, knowing that something is forbidden makes it more attractive (awh, the CC)

  • I left you because I did things that were not supposed to happen in our relationship (cheating)

Then she said stuffs like: I can't stop talking about you, you were my first love, I learnt a lot from you, a piece of my heart has died and you will keep it, I can't stop crying, I still need you, I'd like to talk some day, yada yada yada

I know, I know, I have to keep on no contact, and have self respect as I'm doing so far. I'm not even angry at her, she was crazy. She was just a good lay (I miss her in bed). Embracing that she has cheated on me (even when I cheated too, but I've never told her) makes me feel sad.

Now, I know I should not reply, but. Isnt butthurted to not reply that? I know she's a cheating hore, and honestly, maybe I still have a little oneitis with her. Not even a single "ok, have fun" text?