I have had this plate for over a year (yes i have another one as well), we talk about going raw and me busting inside of her often( i know the risks dont lecture me). I said I only do that with girls who are only fucking me only. she said “its fine then” which basically means I want to keep fucking other guys including you so i wont take up your offer.

the question I have is, I enjoy her company and For the last couple months Ive been bringing her along and doing activities together and obviously fucking after we do the activities. after I told her “ that I would only consider going raw with a girl who is only fucking me” i now feel like a cuck spending time with her and doing sort of “bf” activities with her while she is swallowing other guys cum and dicks on the side.

Do you recommend me stop investing my time into her through “activities” and only use her as a fucktoy like i use to do? anyone been in this situation before? i feel like my smv would’ve been high enough for her to only want to see me and not fuck other guys, guess its not and its a wakeup call because I thought she always wanted to go exclusive with me but was scared of rejection.