so basically I found TRP went from fat to skinny fat, getting some gains, changed my style, my hair, my social ways.

Whats missing here? Im a fucking pussy. I never approached a girl in my life. Ever. When the moment comes, I dont know what to do.

For example, there is this girl on my college, we met, friendly talk we went away as in my college there is this meeting thingy (too long to explain), after that I noticed she is my type and I dig her, I want to ask her out and shit.

Whats the issue here, I dont know how to show im interested. I just dont. Every girl that was into me I managed to dig myself into the friendzone. Even my friends dont know how I fucked it up. I just dont sexualize at all and I dont know how. Like, you guys talk about kino, I searched kino and it says like holding hands but im like wtf, im not going to be mid conversation and grab her hand out of nowhere but then I think to myself maybe thats whats wrong, so thats why im asking here

Like imagine I wanted to ask her out, I would catch her after classes and be like Hey, so how was the day and make small talk then say something like so im going to X on Y, join me at Z or something like that, but after that my brain just dies out of ideas on how to sexualize. Like, I would be out with her like sipping coffee or drinking a beer and just make small talk until we had to both go away, I dont know where to make the transition

I dont know how to 'apply' kino without being awkward, without seeming like forceful, like im going to be talking and then randomly put my hand in her shoulder, then touch legs while sitting, then when walking if she didnt 'reject' any of those advances i'll hold her hand while we walk, if all is OK then I take her to a isolated place like a park bench or something like that and make a bit of talk until the moment shows up and I go in for the kiss.

After the kiss I know how to go, but from meeting to the kiss is where im struggling, any tips?