I've lurked for a while over at this and the main subreddit. You can read the parts below if you wish, though it isn't necessary.

At the end of year 8 (12-13 years), I looked in the mirror and saw someone who was shy, never had a girlfriend, ugly but also someone who had strong convictions. At the time, I started finding a passion in rugby as I am slightly taller for my age and also stronger however before that I had no competitive experience when it comes to sports and life in general.

I was basically a Beta - except I stood up for my beliefs (Pro-Brexit, Men's Rights)

I then found TRP at the start of September. I've began to go to Rugby training every Tuesday and Wednesday with regular interschool fixtures. I do regular bicep curls, I have lost weight, I am more confident with girls - hell, my first science lesson I had of the new school year I asked the hottest girl in the year out on a date: the obvious outcome of course. I also stand with confidence and act like an Alpha male - kids in my school are scared of me because of my wide shoulders and my ferociousness on the Rugby pitch.

My problem is that I have seen no outcomes - besides being more self confident

Girls at my school detest me. I'm labeled a creep and mocked by those who believe to be of a more Alpha nature - though I doubt they are. I'm at a stage where all the beta white knights side with the girls - wanting to avoid me. It's costing me friends.

I'm at a stage where I don't know whether or not the RedPill is what is right. I've seen little positives and lots of negatives.

So, at such a young age compared to you guys, was swallowing the red pill a mistake at 13?