Long story short I was beta orbitter to this girl for about 4 months. Up till 3 weeks ago things started to change, I started working on myself in numerous of ways, stopped talking to her everyday etc.

1 week ago there was a party she hosted, there was some drugs involved and she ended up saying that "she loves me so much etc etc" to which I responded like "I like you too" to which she responded that "You feel like you are distanced" - I've had enough her manipulating me so I started to hold my frame ( I guess?). We cuddled for some and I almost kissed her but got cock blocked I guess...

Since that time she said multiple times how she loves me for numerous of things, I guess she started testing how I would react ( I used to react "omg I love you too so much <3<3333") and now I'm like "ok".

Also there was a time when she said that "We should do acid together because I'm scared to do so alone". After 2 days tho like nothing happened she said that after her exams she's gonna do acid trip alone and gonna send me a letter from it(she said it and looked at me how I react). At first I was kind of beta furious about it and was about to make argument about it how she's iritating me with this shit but brushed it off.

Now, yesterday we started texting and subject came that she's again "afraid to do acid alone and we should do it together because she's afraid of bad trip". We tripped together once, and she mentioned multiple times how it was one of most important days of her life and it was with me and she won't ever forget that. I used to respond "Omg that was one of my best days too, remember <insert story about romantic moment with watching stars with her>" but my approach was like "That's nice to hear".

Can you guys explain what does this bitch want from me? I mean I'm interested in her but I'm not being too interested or at least not showing it to her. Is she "teasing" with this shit because she's seriously interested or she just want's an attention(which I'm not giving her a lot of lately).