HB9 plate i had ghosted me recently. Have other plates but they are HB7s and mean nothing to me. I got Oneitis because she was by far the best I’ve had, and had a great “connection”. I feel doubly stupid because I know TRP and still made the mistake of getting attached.

Normally I am happy by myself but I feel empty. I’m still lifting and using the reduced appetite to go on a cut and get my bf% down to 10 from 15.

But how can I get over being so stupid to fall for Oneitis when i should have known better? Has this happened to any of you guys? Is pain and heartbreak necessary to burn this information into your soul and kill the beta? Will i be better from this experience?

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The worst question going through my mind and getting me depressed is “is that the best I’ll ever have?” .