Original thread can be found in my post history, will link if mods permit. Here's the basic rundown: I am spinning this plate I wanna break off with but she's addicted and won't let go. I have two issues: the guilt that she'll feel fucked up when I leave her and that she might cry rape later. Posted it here and everyone asked me to stop giving a fuck what she felt and just end it if I wanted to.

Some people advised that I go into beta bitch mode and she'll break it off herself. /u/tealstealmonkey asked me for an update if I decided to go that route. Here's my update:

So.. I decided to meet up with her as I normally do. Talked about my feelings(for the first time). Told her I don't love her, and I feel bad that I am going to break her heart. Talked some more about my feelings.. said that I was feeling fucked up for breaking her heart because she's such a great girl, that I can't sleep, that I feel guilty, the whole deal. Managed to pull off a fake sob to show how bad I felt.

Was hoping she'd never call me again, coz that's what TRP says right? That the moment you show any weakness the woman loses tingles and leaves you?

Wrong. She looked a little fazed, but it ended with us kissing again. And the next day we had the hottest sex we've ever had so far. A couple days later, she tells me she's in love with me.

So, I guess going beta didn't work. She now wants me more than before. Oh well. I don't mind. The only thing I'm worried about is her crying rape later. Although she doesn't seem like that kind of a person but you never know. I have an audio recording of her asking me to fuck her harder so I'm good on that front. But she could still maybe cause temporary trouble for me.

Always remember: Try to record your sexual encounters if possible.

UPDATE: Got a text from, she says I'm taking her for granted because I cancelled a date that I had planned. She's angry and says that just because she shows up for sex doesn't mean I can string her around. Fuck this is getting serious.