I was thinking about it lately.

I don't have any experience in it. Never had sex. I was just wondering if I should focus on trying to get laid or trying to connect with women, find a girl I like and try to be in a good relationship.

I read Models by Mark Manson and I really liked the idea of vulnerability. The problem is that the book is focusing on getting fullfilling relationships than getting laid (no problem with that) and Manson stated clearly in the book that being vulnerable (showing weakness, insecurities etc...) just to get laid is a form of neediness, and I think he is correct.

I really want to experience sex to be honest. I don't like all the routine bullshit that I see on the internet. It's super neediness and it gives a huge headache.

I know that the vast major of the relationships in my age don't last that long.

I don't know what I should do.