I just had sex for a second time and I struggled as much as on the first time with something I would never expect. I have trouble fcking the girl.

They compliment my dick that is big and it can cover their face basically if I lay it over it. So I think size shouldnt be problem.

But I struggle with all positions, its like I cant properly get in, and thrust. Like I cant manage to get it in, if I get it in it is kinda uncomfortable. Like I cant really put much power in and increase speed as I can barely manage to hold that position. Even if I thrust I see its not how it should be on her reactions. Both girls were pretty small about 30cm smaller then me in height, it might be having some impact as well. But in porn I saw whathever fckin high guy fckin small girl no problem.

I dont know even how to describe it I will do my best: I guess I managed to do it properly in one position with the second girl. It was missionary if I remember correctly with like 3 pilows behind her lower back and she was hanging out of bed with her head. But when I started thrusting, it was visible she is finally getting pleasure out of it. I couldnt last long there though I was already so exhausted from all that we did and I had to hold her so she doesnt fall of the bed as well :D.

To be honest I was expecting I will physicaly feel it much more when I correctly thrust her. That position which went well I saw her rly enjoy herself, but for me the thrust were like in any other position.

I dont know why the fck I have this problem. In porn I see ppl doing whatever kind of shit and finding right position seems to be last of their problems. The women love it anyway he fcks her. Maybe the girls just didnt show it to me that much when they enjoy it. But I rather think I was not rly fcking properly.

So on the 2nd sex:

we started with missionary, I can get it in at some point but as I said it feels so unnatural to me and I have to really focus on not slipping out and the uncomfort makes me loose hardness as well and on top of that it just doesnt feel right the whole fcking. I tried putting pillows below her. didnt rly help. Like she is always in some angle that doesnt wanna work out. Same in doggy I tried to put her upper, lower, wider, closer stance. Nothing rly helped. Like her legs are in the way or I cant hold that position comfortably. Maybe my muscles are too short and I cant spread my legs that much or something . I asked her to go on top of me. I tried to fuck her like cowgirl. Again like we are not synchronized at all. She seems to be moving as well, but it didnt match with me. Should she stay still ? And overall even if I managed to thrust for a while in some positions it just wasnt as it should be I didnt seen her enjoying it as that one time, when she even said like finally its good....and my cock slips out so often. I feel really horrible.

Like I dont know how to fuck ? what the fuck? it looks so simple... I just move my hips, maybe I should go harder or something, but I feel like slipping as soon as I try to move more to hit her harder there is just that much space to move as my dick length so it doesnt slip. That is not rlly that much. Its really fckin exhausting as well..Did any of u guys struggled on your first times with something similar? What am I doing wrong? How can I improve.

We were both so fucking horny and it just didnt fckin work. We even tried without condom, it was the same.

Please help

TLDR: positions feel unnatural, uncomfortable, cant get more power and speed in, cock often slips out, not hitting proper angle, she doesnt rly feel it properly. even though size is proper.