Hey guys, just going to go on a small rant about what's happening to me right now.

I've met a girl about 2 weeks ago now, absolutely my type, amazing girl overall. I've come to like her more and more, and as usual with me, the more I like a girl the more I become a little bitch. I don't actually seem like it. I don't bend over backwards for her or anything, but I'm unable to show her my attraction clearly simply because I'm afraid of being rejected. The worst thing is that I'm not afraid to show attraction to random girls I find attractive, but as soon as it goes beyond that, I'm like, frozen.

What my problem is right now, is I'm pretty sure this girl was interested in me at some point, and might still be. But she works in a restaurant as a waitress and the male staff over there is basically 3 gorgeous guys. She's been spending her last 2 nights over there, as we both live in the same hostel I pretty much know when she's supposed to come back from work etc.

And these last 2 nights I've been feeling like complete shit, because I'm just thinking about her hooking up with one of the guys and about the fact that I've not taken any action when I had to and that it might be too late now. And I'm hating the fact that I feel so much anxiety and anger over a girl with who Nothing really happened except some dancing and some nice friendly convos. I thought I was over this phase where I feel needy and obsessed but apparently it can still happen to me. I can't believe how needy I feel now and no matter what I tell myself, I still can't stop thinkibg about her.

I'm gonna throw a hail mary tomorrow and ask her out or I'm only going to feel worse and worse. I'm literally counting the hours passing by thikibg why is she not home yet like I'm her fucking husband or something, wondering what she's doing and feeling like I'm getting cheated on.

So I'm feeling like a little bitch because I have been a little bitch and it's awful. So don't be a little bitch, if you got a chick you like, act on it NOW, or someone else will.