Hi guys,

For the last few months I've been struggling with severe emotional problems which makes me regularly think about suicide. My social life is lacking. Never done anything with a girl (25y old). Struggling to find a job. I can be awkward in social interactions. Suffered from depression and anxiety disorders.

But...

This struggle motivated me to take action more than ever. For the last three weeks I've been doing daygame almost daily. Had some numbers and one date which ended with kissing. She wants to meet up again after her holidays. A few days ago I approached a stunning looking girl. To me she is a 10 out of 10. I started with how beautiful she looks today. After a few minutes of talking she agreed to give her phone number to me. She has been shit-testing me alot via text but now finally agreed to have a date with me this saturday.

The thing is, I never thought it was possible for me to date a girl this beautiful. Even after months of reading and watching pickup videos I thought I was limited to girls with 'a lower rank'. Right now I don't even care if we're not gonna have sex. The fact that she wants to meet up with me after doing such a simple approach that doesn't take the slightest amount of time and energy is a revelation. If she rejects me afterward, I can always continue to improve myself and possibly one day a girl may find me attractive enough to ride my dick.