So there's this girl i wanted to ask out and for two days i was mulling over it

thinking and overthinking on what would happen, what would she think , how will she react .. she lives too close by , what if things get awkward or weird or whatever ..

i messaged her about else to start the conversation, but noticed that she was active (had been online) on the messaging app and she did not bother to read the messages, which definitely hurt at first but after all the game/seduction knowledge i had gathered over the year .. i knew she was just another girl

and i finally sent her the text a good amount of minutes ago, asking her out to coffee

and you know what happened next ?

i felt free .. so fucking free !

liberated , i am at ease

and i don't even care if she replies or not

i deleted her number lmao

can anyone explain this feeling of relief and liberation ?

it feels great not to care !

cheers all !!