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That should be "for years" but I don't know how to type. Getting back into the game after a few years of really not trying that hard or giving a shit (which has a certain zen at times). Contrary to popular bullshit, it doesn’t just happen when you least expect it. Now getting back into the pool to pull.

5/3/19, Friday

So many missed opportunities here. Just wants to make me stay in bed all day.

Stopped at a Salvation Army to look for a tennis racket. There was a cute tallish girl with short brown hair in there. She was checking out the women’s clothes. How to approach?

Then I went to a coffee shop. One of the baristas there. Oh my God. Tall, banging body. She was not the one who waited on me however. The shorter, unfriendly one did. Ha! One very hot girl in there on a business call the whole time.

I sat down. Two or three attractive women came, ordered coffee, and left while there. This is either a problem or opportunity.

The girl from the Salvation Army came in, only to use the bathroom I think. She got water and sat down at the table behind mine. This was an opportunity to say something like “This is crazy, but I just saw you at the Salvation Army earlier.” Too creeper-ish?

I then went to Target. I missed my real target while there. Girl in a business casual outfit, heels, very hot. I think I just like the tall ones? I chickened out. I determined to stay until I had talked to at least one (attractive) woman. I asked a pretty milf if she had seen (insert BS item name here) anywhere in these aisles. We talked for a couple of minutes. Then I wandered about and asked another cute girl in workout clothes if she had used (insert another BS item name here) that I was looking at in that aisle. She said no, but her Mom had. We talked for a minute about art.

I want to make this a goal. It’s a little harder since I’m an old man now and have a job so I can’t just focus solely on game. However, do you think if I go to strip mall for an hour daily, I could get in at least three approaches? The approach is difficult (less so in a store, but impossible for me on the sidewalk), but I’ve done it before which means I can do it again. One issue is that after I start a conversation, it goes nowhere really. It’s like there is a second anxiety level after the approach. The getting the number anxiety. Closing anxiety. That is the rejection fear. I need that rejection though. Do I just need to come direct and say “I want to meet you. Love me”? LOL! Kidding. Or is the small talk above fine? I want to soar!

At night, I met up with a friend. Good guy, but shit wingman. There were pretty slim pickings out where we went. We both chose bad venues and too early and drank too much. Booo!