I will keep this short and sweet, but I messed up last night and regret it. On a scale of 1-10 the regret was an 8 last night, this morning is sitting at a 5, and two days later it is at a 2. Don't worry about me though I’ll make it.

Last night I went to a local bar with my roommate (also my ride) and ran into a few friends. We are talking about random stuff and nothing of note happens. My friend sees a few girls he knows walk in and motions for them to come over. I put on my most attractive face and wait for him to finish giving each one a hug. I then introduce myself to each. The lineup is HB 5 and 6 and a HB 7.5, the HB 7.5 and I immediately start talking after the introduction.

Are talk runs the entire gamut of stuff you talk about in a bar. I've been trying as of late to let the women talk more and to shut my mouth and listen. I definitely succeeded doing this with her. I gave her plenty of opportunities to talk about herself and she took advantage of everyone.

I can tell I'm striking a cord with this woman. One of my weaknesses is kino, as in I don't do any and last night was no exception. She was the one who initiated the kino and now I'm thinking, "Whoa, this progressed quickly." Upon further analysis she started with the touching after we talked about our ancestry. Weird? Kind of. I have always been told by people I look European. She asks me if I'm German. I am predominantly Polish, last name ends in a -ski, then Italian, and finally German. I tell her all of this and she goes on about her German heritage. I ask her why she thought I was German. At this point I think I'm making her qualify to me even though this was not my intention. She looks at me, thinking for a few seconds and says it’s my dirty blonde hair. She tells me my hair is a little wavy and the way it parts to the right gives me German features. Then she kind of freaks because she says my eyes are blue. “You’re Aryan,” she says. Okay, that got weird, but obviously she is attracted to me.

Out of the corner of my eye I see my roommate who is motioning that he wants to leave. Here is where I messed up. I tell the HB 7.5 that I have to go since my roommate is my ride. She offers me her number and then somehow I end up giving her a handshake as an end to our encounter but she continues to hold onto my hand. I laugh and mention this and she says something but continues to hold my hand. She eventually lets go and I leave.

Well dammit, I should have stayed. I should have kept our hand embrace, led her to the outside deck, and kissed her; obviously that's what she wanted. This FR was longer then I intended but the point I’m trying to get across is don’t let outside forces mess up your game. I took my roommate leaving as an easy exit from being shot down with this girl. Looking back she was giving me a lot of IOIs and the chance of being denied at least a kiss were very, very low. Now I regret not trying. Time to find more German chicks or maybe I should live in Europe.

I sat on this FR a couple of days before posting it. Roommate asked me what happened with the girl last night and I told him the truth. Do not worry; he gave me shit for it. Told me she was hitting on me pretty hard. He could see the sparkle in her eye and her knees buckle when I talked. Okay, I made that up but it that would have been cool.