I'm going through a break up right now. I'm honestly not that sad, and I know I'll move on and find someone just as good, but I can't get past how good looking she was.

During our relationship she became a stripper, as she definitely had the body for it, and she's the sexiest woman ive ever met. I've had flings with over 30 different women at least and I've never felt this way about another woman.

Objectively, she's not the most attractive woman in the world, but every single flaw that I can see that she has, just doesn't seem to register in my mind. She rolls right out of bed, with no make up, and is mind blowingly attractive to me at all times.

Ive been in other relationships and I've been in love before, and I can't ever remember feeling this way. I felt like this almost from the moment we met.

Does anyone else have any experience with this? I know that human attraction is really complicated and tends to change over time. If anyone has any books on the subject, I would love to read them. I really want to be reassured that I can look at someone else the way I see her.